Good things...

... come to those who wait. But if you wait too long, it'll come and go. In case you haven't figured it out now, the Sheep is not good with women. He doesn't know why, and often he doesn't like to admit it. It's not like he's a complete failure with women. There have been many times that women have been attracted to him, but unfortunately, the feeling was never mutual.

It's all because of a break-up with his first love. First cut, they say, is the deepest. I don't have the energy to elaborate now. Maybe some other day. But since then, he has never had the right "mood" for love. He decided to take a year out of relationships, partying, meeting new people, but never committing. It was fun in university, because everyone was also willing to play along.

Then I took a gal out on Val's, she was hot, but I found I couldn't pick up attraction cues anymore! Argh! Worse, I couldn't find the guts to "close" the deal anymore, maybe coz she was about 4 years younger than I... but still!

And now, it's worse. My professional and personal personalities are getting all muddled up! I can't pick up girls in the office coz it feels "unprofessional" and I can't pick up girls outside the office coz it feels "too professional." Argh! I thought client facing jobs would improve my pickup abilities, not hinder it!

Suffice to say, the Sheep is sad and lonely. He waited too long. And now he has is attempting to "rebrand" himself through the Tango/Rock-Climbing/Sports/Gym thing. The music thing just ain't cutting it anymore. Damn.