Fickle Fortune

Whoops, another couple months of empty blogness as life goes faster than I can catch up with... It's been extremely turbulent times for me.

Ok, work's sorted out. I'm back in the UK, and back at work for just over a month now. But my family will be leaving. And I think that's gonna affect me more than I care to admit in person. So I'm admitting it here on the blog.

I've not been the greatest eldest son, I have to say. I'm kinda stand-offish towards my siblings and parents, not very helpful with house chores, and a complete pain to be with when I'm exhausted from work. I've had rows with my dad, and kindled the thought of leaving home on quite a few occassions. I wanted to be independent, and free from my family...

But now that they really ARE going away in two weeks... I'm feeling a little panicky. I'm thinking I'll miss the noise and liveliness my siblings bring to the house. I'll miss poking fun at their crazy school nonsense, and asking if they've done their homework. I'll miss seeing them trying to blame each other for breaking something of mine. Damn, I'll miss 'em...